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How sad to lose my temper over cat shit. There’s so much else eating away at me, I know it’s a Symptom but it’s also an actual issue. “Talk about your First World Problems,” she negates. Doesn’t matter in the slightest. And matters more than anything.
Exhausting.
EMDR to start this week. I find it less curious that they request that I “remain present” during the therapy, it would be insanely easy to ‘check out’ at that time. Wondering if the KS attorney is right, does the therapist have my best interest at the top of the list, or do I come in Second to sparing other young women my fate? I can see both, and I can get behind both... just tired of always coming in 2nd in my own little life.