this is all true
so today. i thought a lot about what i want in life. life would be so
amazing if it went the way i wanted it. Sometimes it just doesnt go the
way you want it to. But then you get thrown a curve ball and everything
changes.. it goes crazy, your life gets messed up. You may
cry,laugh,scream,dance, sing, you may just do the craziest thing ever.
But thats life. life's not perfect, it is already planned for you.
Tonight i went to FCA at Rhans house with Caitlin. There were some
other girls there to. It was so amazing being there. it made me think
about so many things. i loved it. In two weeks Caitlin and i are
"teaching" the lesson. its gonna be awesome. its on a topic that
caitlin and i have so much information and experience on. Me and her
wanted to jump right in and volunteer to do it but we were like uh..
were new so i dont think i should. but everyone decided that it would
be cool if we did it together. Its just to cool. I love having a group
to go to talk about god. yah thats right to talk about god. you havent
experienced anything until you experience him. thats how i think about
it. Its cool to think that there are other people that go to your
school that you can talk to about these things. we cant be open with
eachother and tell them how we feel about things. it was my first time
there and i could open up to them and tell them my feelings to things.
it was sooo awesome. i loved it. i cant wait to go back next time. Its
cool to think that there are people in your situations. i have
been longing for a group like this. my church small group just
upsets me a lot, and i cant take it sometimes.. i cant even stay the
whole time. ad this group i want to be there and i want to talk to
them. So when it was over caitlin and i left and on our way home
her and i just had an amazing conversation. seriously it was amazing. i
love that girl to death. I pulled into the drive and we sat in my car
talking more . Like we had more to say. Caitlin it will be okay i
promise. and my mom said you can talk to her whenever. She will
talk about this stuff whenever you want answers or just someone to
listen. same here. and next week im going to church if you want to come
back again.. you to laura.
seriously tonight again i reliazed how lucky i am to have the friends that i have. they are soooo amazing. its soo awesome that i can talk to them about anything and everything. seriously i dont have to worry about saying the wrong thing because they understand. i no they are always going to be there. and i no that i can always call them no matter what. they are all just so awesome. i love you all soooo much. thank you for being who you are. you soo amazing.
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
... i love this song so much... it pretty much explains everything... i think that the people at the FCA thing tonight would understand this more... like i read this in a way that reminds me of what we talked about tonight. it just makes me think abou t how lucky we all are... and waiting is possible... it is... even if you made mistakes its okay.. your forgiven.. i still llove you. . as long as you no what you did its okay.. its all okay... but seriosly just read the lyrics and think about life.. i mean some day im going to find that one im going to marry and im going to know that he is "THE ONE". and i know that everything is going to be where its supposed to be. my life is for god.. and its going to be from now and forever. there are things in life that i have never thought about until tonight. there are things ive wanted to do forever but never had enough courage to do them.. now i do.. im stepping up in life.. im able to do things i wasnt before.. but really im waiting for everything.. im waiting for my life to fall into place.. im just following gods word, and his plan and his road!.. love to all
seriously tonight again i reliazed how lucky i am to have the friends that i have. they are soooo amazing. its soo awesome that i can talk to them about anything and everything. seriously i dont have to worry about saying the wrong thing because they understand. i no they are always going to be there. and i no that i can always call them no matter what. they are all just so awesome. i love you all soooo much. thank you for being who you are. you soo amazing.
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
... i love this song so much... it pretty much explains everything... i think that the people at the FCA thing tonight would understand this more... like i read this in a way that reminds me of what we talked about tonight. it just makes me think abou t how lucky we all are... and waiting is possible... it is... even if you made mistakes its okay.. your forgiven.. i still llove you. . as long as you no what you did its okay.. its all okay... but seriosly just read the lyrics and think about life.. i mean some day im going to find that one im going to marry and im going to know that he is "THE ONE". and i know that everything is going to be where its supposed to be. my life is for god.. and its going to be from now and forever. there are things in life that i have never thought about until tonight. there are things ive wanted to do forever but never had enough courage to do them.. now i do.. im stepping up in life.. im able to do things i wasnt before.. but really im waiting for everything.. im waiting for my life to fall into place.. im just following gods word, and his plan and his road!.. love to all