Sep 08, 2004 19:36
I didn't notice
But I didn't care
I tried being honest
But that lead me nowhere
I watched the station
Saw the bus pulling through
And I don't mind saying
A part of me left with you
Isnt this true.. Every time something happens some part of you leaves with them. Seriously it does, and you'll never get it back unless you make amends with them. All i have to say is im sorry. Truely i am, deep down i am sorry, and i dont want you to be mad at me. And i know that you are, and it hurts me inside to know that you feel like that.
It's hard to walk down the hallways and not say anything to you. it really is hard, i dont like it all. i just wish we could talk to eachother again, and it will be all okay. i just wish that me and you were just okay emotionally to talk to eachother.
- i Hate putting on a damn act. i hate going to school and putting on my happy face, but once i walk out of that school i get all sad and stuff.. i dont know why i hate it really i do. im not sure what to do . im not sure if there is anything to do. like i have seriosuly been the happiest person i have ever known myself to be and i like it. I mean i dont put on this happy face act all the time but only when i know something may go wrong. I love being in a good mood and being happy, it makes me feel so amazing, and so alive.
- So schaumburg high school marching band took first place in the labor day parade!!! Yah we broke the losing streak.. HAHAH yah ...
- Orchesis kicks butt right now lol.. i love our umm old ass outfits, they are so funny. anyways we had fun yesturday at practice. lol trying on all the old ass costumes lol.. So homecoming pep rally will kick major ass too.. i cant wait to dance lol.. its gonna be amazing. we just gotta loosen up the freshies... and everyone else.. im trying to loosen up a lot. . like now i just dont care what i look like when i do things.. just look retarded because i bet it looks amazing.. lol. hahaha just kidding..
- Im so proud of myself i got 34/40 on my child development quest that we took last friday, and i got a 98% on my us history map test that we also took on friday. but i gotta retake my chem quiz so i can get that grade a little better. tomorrow in child development we have a reproduction quiz.. that'll be fun.
- So homecoming is in like a month.. well .. yah thats all im saying about that
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Yah so im out!