State of Confusion...
Is it possible to want to laugh and cry at the same time? When you know that the end is near, is it better to mourn for what could have been or relive past joys? What you are looking for is always in the last place that you look, because why would you keep looking for what has been found? Sadly that is not always true, what about when you know a relationship needs to end, yet you let is linger like band-aid that inch off rather than just ripping off in one swoop. But then again I tend to show emotion about one a year, maybe twice. Did you ever have the feeling that if you said one thing... you would say evrything.
Maybe I am guilty of the very thing that I accuse others of. Am I trying to find someone to be my captain save a hoe? Do I really want to be saved? What am I being saved from? I wish the person that could answers these questions wasnt the person that I have questions about.
Well thats about it for now, a sista needs a nap... the sun will rise I will smile and pretend that all is well. But sadly neither you nor I will know if all is really well. Maybe I will figure it all out, maybe I will go insane.
Maybe I am guilty of the very thing that I accuse others of. Am I trying to find someone to be my captain save a hoe? Do I really want to be saved? What am I being saved from? I wish the person that could answers these questions wasnt the person that I have questions about.
Well thats about it for now, a sista needs a nap... the sun will rise I will smile and pretend that all is well. But sadly neither you nor I will know if all is really well. Maybe I will figure it all out, maybe I will go insane.