Jan 30, 2004 22:33
what a fucking day...
today was that gay field trip, but i'm glad i didnt have to be at school for long. i sat with danny and kristen got mad. it's not like i was leaving her there to sit by herself; she was with cara, paige, and amanda. then i look over and see her mother sit down...as she mouths "maggie WAS sitting here, she went to sit with danny, she always does this to us"....when the fuck have i ever done that to her, EVER...? after school, shit started falling apart. I went and hung out with josh austin and ryan...it was okay...things didn't really go as planned and i came home early so they didn't have to argue over who brought me home.
shit has been so sketchy lately.
i dont want things to fall apart.
i just want to fall in love. love would make everything better.
i just want to cry right now