this is no modern romance
I never realized how infatuated I am. It's so crazy and I hate it. I try to do things to make it better, and it never does. I just want to like somebody else. I hate the fact that you can't make your feelings change or make them do what you want them to do. Stephanie and I were talking about this last night for a while, we are both in the same position just about, it really sucks.
I went to the show last night, it was good. Matt was awesome.
Name: Maggie Sharpe Thompson
. Birthday: June 28
. What time is it? 4:52 PM
LAST PERSON WHO..
. Slept in your bed: Stephanie slept with me last night
. Saw you cry: I think my mom, I always cry to her
. Made you cry: Danny
. Spent the night at your house: Stephanie Rose
. You shared a drink with: One of the girls at Lacrosse
. You went to the movies with: Ryan, Jack, and Austin
. You went to the mall with: Stephanie Brown
. Yelled at you: My Mom
. Sent you an e-mail: My lacrosse coach
. Said they were going to kill you? I don't know, probably one of my friends.
HAVE YOU EVER..
. Said "I love you" and meant it? No, only to my family and Kristen and Kate.
. Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? I always yell at my dog, but since he can't talk back it's not much of a fight.
. Been to New York? No, but I would like to.
. Been to Florida? Yes, a few times.
. California? No, I would also like to go there.
. Mexico? Nope, but it felt like I was yesterday.
. China? Nope
. Canada? Nope, I was going to go once with Kelly
. Danced naked? Not completely naked.
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? No, but that would be awesome as hell; I've dreamed something and it happened a week later.
. Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? Yes
. Wish you were the opposite sex? Yeah sometimes, guys have it easy
. Had an imaginary friend? No, I wasn't a gay kid
. Red or blue? Blue, because I'm colorblind to reds.
. Spring or fall? If I had to choose, Spring.
. Santa or Rudolph? Santa
. Math or English? English, it's easier.
. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Probably take a shower, I'm still in my bathing suit from tanning.
. What was the last food you ate? A chocolate chip cookie.
. High school or college? I don't know what college is like.
. Are you bored? No, not really
. How many buddies are on? hmm lets see...29 girls and 37 guys, yes, i organize my buddy list.
. Last movie you saw? Cruel Intentions, how awesome.
. Last noise you heard? Me typing and "Go on brush ya shouldas off"
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS...
. Laughs the weirdest? Not sure I never really pay attention
. Will grow up and be a model? My friends are too smart to be models, but if anyone, Kate.
. Going to have the most kids? Kate, I can just picture it now...haha...or Zee, she's a people person
. Have you known the longest? Kristen, technically.
. Is the loudest? Cara
. Is the quietest? None of my friends are quiet.
. Do u have the most classes with? I don't have any classes with my close friends.
. Is the weirdest? We are all weird.
. Is the funniest? None of us are really funny, we just have our inside jokes. If anyone, Kristen.
. Can you tell most of your secrets to? Kristen, Kate, Stephanie Rose, most of my friends.
. Do you usually go to about all of your problems? Kristen
. Last time you went out of the state: Don't remember.
. Things you like in a girl/guy: Smile (teeth), Hair, Style, Sense of humor
. Do you have a crush on someone? Yeah, I guess so.
. Do they know? Probably, who knows
. What's his/her name?
RANDOM
. What do you think of Ouija boards? They seem cool, never used one.
. What book are you reading now? Nothing.
. What's on your mouse pad? It's just blue
. Favorite board game? Clue, Life, Candy Land, or Pretty Pretty Princess
. Favorite magazine? Teen People and YM
. Worst feeling in the world? Rejection and being Alone
. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? Today is going to suck or omg I'm so tired.
. How many rings before you answer? Two
. Future daughter's name? Carson
. Future son's name? Theo
. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No
. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? I don't know, to be a model probably.
. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? Righty.
. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yeah, I am good at typing.
. What's under your bed? Nothing but a matress and some school books.
. Favorite sport to watch? Lacrosse or Tennis
. Hair Color: Dark Brown
. Eye Color: Green
. Height Currently: 5'4
. Glasses/contacts: Glasses
. Siblings: 1 brother
. Siblings Age: 18
. Location: Charlotte
. College Plans: UNCC, App, or UNCW
. Any Piercings: Ears and belly button
. Best Friends(3): Kristen, Kate, Stephanie Rose, Halley, Zee, I have a lot of close friends.
. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No, boyfriends are so stupid.
. Current Crush:
. Hobbies: Lacrosse
. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I will be driving a Honda CRV more than likely, which sucks.
. Are You Timely Or Always Late: Always Late.
. Do You Have A Job: Lifegaurd.
. Do You Like Being Around People: Yeah, I'm pretty social I'd say.
STUFF
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: No, you can't fall in love with somebody unless they loved you in the first place, I think.
. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yeah, and it sucks really bad too.
. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Yes I do
. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yeah, that sucks also
. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: No, I think it's weird.
. Are You Lonely Right Now: Yeah for the most part
. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: Sometimes, sometimes I don't want to get married, but I know I will
. Do You Want Kids: ehh..I don't know, I probably will though
FAVORITE
. Room In house: The computer room
. Type of music: I have a very open mind towards music.
. Song: Not sure.
. Memory: I don't have one yet.
. Day Of The Week: Friday
. Color: Green
. Perfume Or Cologne: Ralph Lauren
. Flower: Rose
. Month: April
. Season: Spring
. Location for dates: My house or his
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
. Cried: ...I think so
. Bought Something: Yes
. Gotten Sick: No
. Sang: Yes
. Said I Love You: Yes
. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Yes
. Met Someone New: No...not really
. Moved On: No, I'm still stuck
. Talked To Someone: Yes
. Had A Serious Talk: Yes
. Missed Someone: Yes
. Hugged Someone: Yes
. Kissed Someone: Yes
. Fought With Your Parents: Yes
. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
. Had a lot of sleep: Sort of
. Wanted This Survey To Be Over: Not really
I went to the show last night, it was good. Matt was awesome.
Name: Maggie Sharpe Thompson
. Birthday: June 28
. What time is it? 4:52 PM
LAST PERSON WHO..
. Slept in your bed: Stephanie slept with me last night
. Saw you cry: I think my mom, I always cry to her
. Made you cry: Danny
. Spent the night at your house: Stephanie Rose
. You shared a drink with: One of the girls at Lacrosse
. You went to the movies with: Ryan, Jack, and Austin
. You went to the mall with: Stephanie Brown
. Yelled at you: My Mom
. Sent you an e-mail: My lacrosse coach
. Said they were going to kill you? I don't know, probably one of my friends.
HAVE YOU EVER..
. Said "I love you" and meant it? No, only to my family and Kristen and Kate.
. Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? I always yell at my dog, but since he can't talk back it's not much of a fight.
. Been to New York? No, but I would like to.
. Been to Florida? Yes, a few times.
. California? No, I would also like to go there.
. Mexico? Nope, but it felt like I was yesterday.
. China? Nope
. Canada? Nope, I was going to go once with Kelly
. Danced naked? Not completely naked.
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? No, but that would be awesome as hell; I've dreamed something and it happened a week later.
. Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? Yes
. Wish you were the opposite sex? Yeah sometimes, guys have it easy
. Had an imaginary friend? No, I wasn't a gay kid
. Red or blue? Blue, because I'm colorblind to reds.
. Spring or fall? If I had to choose, Spring.
. Santa or Rudolph? Santa
. Math or English? English, it's easier.
. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Probably take a shower, I'm still in my bathing suit from tanning.
. What was the last food you ate? A chocolate chip cookie.
. High school or college? I don't know what college is like.
. Are you bored? No, not really
. How many buddies are on? hmm lets see...29 girls and 37 guys, yes, i organize my buddy list.
. Last movie you saw? Cruel Intentions, how awesome.
. Last noise you heard? Me typing and "Go on brush ya shouldas off"
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS...
. Laughs the weirdest? Not sure I never really pay attention
. Will grow up and be a model? My friends are too smart to be models, but if anyone, Kate.
. Going to have the most kids? Kate, I can just picture it now...haha...or Zee, she's a people person
. Have you known the longest? Kristen, technically.
. Is the loudest? Cara
. Is the quietest? None of my friends are quiet.
. Do u have the most classes with? I don't have any classes with my close friends.
. Is the weirdest? We are all weird.
. Is the funniest? None of us are really funny, we just have our inside jokes. If anyone, Kristen.
. Can you tell most of your secrets to? Kristen, Kate, Stephanie Rose, most of my friends.
. Do you usually go to about all of your problems? Kristen
. Last time you went out of the state: Don't remember.
. Things you like in a girl/guy: Smile (teeth), Hair, Style, Sense of humor
. Do you have a crush on someone? Yeah, I guess so.
. Do they know? Probably, who knows
. What's his/her name?
RANDOM
. What do you think of Ouija boards? They seem cool, never used one.
. What book are you reading now? Nothing.
. What's on your mouse pad? It's just blue
. Favorite board game? Clue, Life, Candy Land, or Pretty Pretty Princess
. Favorite magazine? Teen People and YM
. Worst feeling in the world? Rejection and being Alone
. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? Today is going to suck or omg I'm so tired.
. How many rings before you answer? Two
. Future daughter's name? Carson
. Future son's name? Theo
. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No
. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? I don't know, to be a model probably.
. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? Righty.
. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yeah, I am good at typing.
. What's under your bed? Nothing but a matress and some school books.
. Favorite sport to watch? Lacrosse or Tennis
. Hair Color: Dark Brown
. Eye Color: Green
. Height Currently: 5'4
. Glasses/contacts: Glasses
. Siblings: 1 brother
. Siblings Age: 18
. Location: Charlotte
. College Plans: UNCC, App, or UNCW
. Any Piercings: Ears and belly button
. Best Friends(3): Kristen, Kate, Stephanie Rose, Halley, Zee, I have a lot of close friends.
. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No, boyfriends are so stupid.
. Current Crush:
. Hobbies: Lacrosse
. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I will be driving a Honda CRV more than likely, which sucks.
. Are You Timely Or Always Late: Always Late.
. Do You Have A Job: Lifegaurd.
. Do You Like Being Around People: Yeah, I'm pretty social I'd say.
STUFF
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: No, you can't fall in love with somebody unless they loved you in the first place, I think.
. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yeah, and it sucks really bad too.
. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Yes I do
. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yeah, that sucks also
. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: No, I think it's weird.
. Are You Lonely Right Now: Yeah for the most part
. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: Sometimes, sometimes I don't want to get married, but I know I will
. Do You Want Kids: ehh..I don't know, I probably will though
FAVORITE
. Room In house: The computer room
. Type of music: I have a very open mind towards music.
. Song: Not sure.
. Memory: I don't have one yet.
. Day Of The Week: Friday
. Color: Green
. Perfume Or Cologne: Ralph Lauren
. Flower: Rose
. Month: April
. Season: Spring
. Location for dates: My house or his
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
. Cried: ...I think so
. Bought Something: Yes
. Gotten Sick: No
. Sang: Yes
. Said I Love You: Yes
. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Yes
. Met Someone New: No...not really
. Moved On: No, I'm still stuck
. Talked To Someone: Yes
. Had A Serious Talk: Yes
. Missed Someone: Yes
. Hugged Someone: Yes
. Kissed Someone: Yes
. Fought With Your Parents: Yes
. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
. Had a lot of sleep: Sort of
. Wanted This Survey To Be Over: Not really