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[nmac]

alright.. so if you know me you know i am very determined, and i will stop @ NOTHING to get what i want, no matter what i have to do or how hard i have 2 work 2 get it... so it depresses me 2 say that i have to move on with out the most important person to my heart becuase there is nothing more that i can do... i remember a quote "If you love something, let it go If it comes back, it's yours; that's how you know. It's for keeps, it's for sure" and now i guess thats all i can do is wait but it hurts me so bad 2 have this out of my control and have it so there is nothing i can do 2 make this better and now alls i can think about is this song right here, the underlined parts expessialy

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my husband
Raise a family

the hurt is so bad, and i have NO idea how to move on...