Jun 14, 2005 10:53
wow i love Mr. allison. he let me leave early cuz i was the only one in there to take the exam so i didn't even have to take one. and i guess mr. holloway isn't so bad. i had like a really low F. and he brought it up to a passing D. which os ok with me. and i got a B on the exam. i guessed on every problem but ok. this sunburn is still killin me. but im ganna have a nice tan afterward.
so on to more emotional things. we're still not really together. but we kinda are. i don't really know how to describe it or what she is really going for. i can't tell what she wants. she has told me her opinions on diff. kind of relationships and well... shes acting like a hypicrit. she says she still loves me and wants to be with me and her reason for breakin up i understand...but im still hurting. im so confused cuz our relationship...well..it hasn't changed..if anything its gotten better. the only thing we don't have now are the titles. im not sure if this is what i really want. im just not sure on what i really want anymore. all i know is that i don't want to leave. hopefully the fact that i passed biology and geography helps. oh and alg. so im ganna fill my mom in on whats goin on with all that and hey.. who knows. maybe she will let me stay.
i PRAY!!
so...what are you ganna do if i don't move? is what i HAD still ganna be gone? i guess thats just something we are ganna have to find out.