Nov 11, 2005 01:03
So..its been a really long time since I've written in this. Not a whole lot has been going on. School really sucks. I'm not doing very well in two of my classes. Its totally my fault, because I dont (well i do now) study as hard as I should..and Im such a procrastinator. I hate it. I've been thinking........a lot lately. I HATE not having any money. I've tried getting a job here at school, and it doesn't seem to be working. I've kind of been thinking about going home to go to school, where I would have a job and be making money on a regular basis. Not having to worry about where this $20 goes or where that $20 goes. Its horrible how I don't have a job. I'm dissappointed in myself. I KNOW i have to work. Ahhh so much to think about. I'm hopefully going to see an advisor ASAP. I chose my classes for this semester, but need to see if they're OK and I'm not taking anything that I don't need. (If that makes sense) I was suppose to go to Western this weekend, but Megan is sick..It's OK,hopefully I can go sometiem before the end of the year to visit her. She's soooooooo great. I'm kinda mad that I'm not going home this weekend. Michelle said everyone is going to Canada, and I really wanna go, although I don't have the money, it'd be great to hang out with everyone. Oh, well I'll just wait til Thanksgiving. It's Alyssa's birthday right now. Happy Birthday roomie!! OMg i'm listening to old school Mariah Carey, I have to put the song on.....Friends this is for you:
If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end
Just remember to keep the faith
And love will be there to light the way
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright
When the shadows are closing in
And your spirit diminishing
Just remember you're not alone
And love will be there
To guide you home
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright
If you just believe in me
I will love you endlessly
Take my hand
Take me into your heart
I'll be there forever baby
I won't let go
I'll never let go
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
It's alright
It's alright
But hey, I'm 100% tired. I'm going to sleep. Have a great night everyone. I love you! xoxo
Happy 19th Birthday Alyssa!
I can't wait til Christmas break. It's gonnna be sooooooo great to be out of school and not worry. I'll be home from December 15-January 8. Love love love!