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today i was thinking about my life and i realized i cant remember the last time i was really happy like yeah i have had those times where i am happy for like 5 or 10 minutes but i dont remember when i was really really happy.i am sad more then i am happy which sucks. but this year i made friends with people i never really knew and yeah i am happy when i am near them because they make me laught but....i dotn know when i walk away i end up getting really sad again :/.