Dec 07, 2005 09:23
it seems theres been quite a bit of 'down-ness' on the friends page. i just wanted to hug everyone and say i wish it could be otherwise.
i understand what it is to struggle and fight, to lose a couple times, to want to quit and never look back.
take the punches with the rolls and try to keep going.
i say this affectionately and with sympathy.
this semester has been really rough. bumpy. stumbles. scrapes.
no tears.
i couldn't bring them out.
but on monday during my math final about 5 minutes before i gave it in, i came the closest to wanting to cry. i didnt figure my math final was the appropriate place for that though. so i just pushed them back and turned in the exam. (which i can't guage and dont know if ive passed).
ive stopped my high school pessimism. i force myself to be optomistic. to keep my head up and look forwards. to think positively and try to make the most of what i can.
so i leave you with what i can - i say try to stick in there, and dont give up. in due course all will be ok, and maybe it'll still be rough, bumpy, and hard - but it is our duty to hold each other up and so we will.
lots of luv, hugs, and kisses to anyone who needs (or wants) them.
one more brutal week left - and then 2 long ones at home.
good luck to everyone w/ assignments and exams, college applications and decisions, etc... <3