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[nlb87]

swaying with the rocking ship.
dancing to the beat of my own music.
watching the changing colors of the leaves.
sealing doors.
shutting out the past.
receading deeper into my own world.
fading into an oblivion.

wanting to forget.
wanting to be alone.
wanting to be self-sustaining.

knowing that i will fail.
so giving up along the way.