update
This week went well. Work is going well I enjoy it more everyday and I like enjoying my work rather than dreading it everyday like last summer. Thursday I went to State to have a meeting with the head of the Forestry dept. He is an awesome man. He had some words that calmed me and made me feel more comfortable with my decision to change my major and plus at the end of the conversation/meeting he gave me a scholarship for next semester which is bad ass. Before the meeting I went "real" rock climbing with Tom and Andy McFall which was intense that shit is hardcore and I loved it. Friday I had work and that went well and my cousins were here all week from Cali so I hung out with them. Sat. night Colin, Larry, and Dall came over and chilled with some cards then Colin and I had some Mexican cigars that were very nice. After a morning of goodbyes with my cousins and my aunt I headed out to the Dunes with Dave and Dall. That after noon was sweet.
While out there I saw a really hot chick and a dude walking on the beach and that was cool because it reminded me of good times with someone but at the same time it made me a little bitter because I missed out on good times with my friends like Dave and Dall during high school and it just made me a think a little on how I cant change the past and how I just use that info and knowledge to my advantage now and later in life.
I like my friends they are sweet. Colin knows how I feel when sometimes you really want to be alone and take life on by yourself and just do it but at other times you really want to enjoy having a relationship with someone and see what happens from it and I guess tonight I just feel like it would be cool to have that. I will probably feel different tomorrow but whatev. Some day the coolest outdoorsy, down-to-earth, bad ass, smart, woman will walk into my life and it will all work out so that is bad ass. I trust it will.
Have a good week people.
While out there I saw a really hot chick and a dude walking on the beach and that was cool because it reminded me of good times with someone but at the same time it made me a little bitter because I missed out on good times with my friends like Dave and Dall during high school and it just made me a think a little on how I cant change the past and how I just use that info and knowledge to my advantage now and later in life.
I like my friends they are sweet. Colin knows how I feel when sometimes you really want to be alone and take life on by yourself and just do it but at other times you really want to enjoy having a relationship with someone and see what happens from it and I guess tonight I just feel like it would be cool to have that. I will probably feel different tomorrow but whatev. Some day the coolest outdoorsy, down-to-earth, bad ass, smart, woman will walk into my life and it will all work out so that is bad ass. I trust it will.
Have a good week people.