true crime streets of la
well ian rented that game and ive been playing it and its so fun, i just ilke to arrest the people and not do what im supposed to do. anywho's. the babies went to my moms today, and shes like ill call you before i leave. so i call her and im like ma dont forget to call before you leave shes like I WONT ayayaa bullshit giving me attitude. then in like an hour im like wtf is she doing. so i call. no answer. i look outside. guess whose there?!@! yep. good thing i had just started getting there shit ready. julio was here and my mom and my sister and julie and kelly and the dog and the babies. and im trying to fucking get everything ready and pack it and shit and theres about 6 fucking people in my way telling me what to get. and i was like freaking out. becuz iwas trying to hurry and everytime i went to get something someone was in my way. not to mention that before they got there dominic would NOT stop screaming and ian had roxie and she spit up on him and i had just finally got dominic quiet and he was over my knees and i was patting his back (they have really bad gas) and hes like get me a tissue and im like i cant. and hes like ROBIN! and im like i cant fucking move becuz dominic just got quiet. so i get up to give them to him and he flips out and goes on and on about how i gave him attitude meanwhile dominic starts screaming again and wont shut up. @#*(^ its so stressful. but anyways. my mom doesnt even seem to give a shit about me anymore, hence, i got NOTHING from her for christmas. NOT ONE THING. hm i wonder how much my sister probably fucking got. i bet everything. my mom always makes me feel guilty by always saying "i am still your mom" yeah well if you still are my mom why dont you fucking act like it and not bitch when i fuckign ask you for 5 fucking dollars and tell me to get it from julie. they pay for everything for me and my mom gives me shit about 5 fucking dollars. its nice to know she still cares. she does nothing for me except stress me out and make me feel like shit. when i say anything about the babies shes like "yeah well they dont do that up here" how would she know. they go to my grandparents. not her house. she fucking sees them for probably 2 hours. she never once has said anything nice to me about the babies. but oh holy fucking shit! "look how natural amy is with them" yeah fuck you. stop telling me what I need to know about MY fucking kids. all she says is how i should come stay up there because "we need to teach you" ive come this far already and i there still breathing and i dont need someone to teach me about my babies. i have a schedule and everything. its just fucking ridiculous. she wont even let me take my stero out of my room at her house. it just sits there and no one uses it and im like why let it sit there if i bring it here ill use it. (ians always fucks up) shes like "well you might be using it here again someday." yeah fucking right. ANYWAYS. im all worked up and shit now. you probably dont even give a shit because no one does anymore. but oh well. bye now.