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Well today went alright i guess. Come to find out Brent blocked me from his buddy list but w/e if thats how he wants to deal with it. Well today I went to the mall with Skath and Bethany and got 2 shirts and a pair of socks. There was nothing at the mall, you don't want to go (they are putting up all there summer stuff now). Then I went to my soccer game and we won 5-2, it was an alright game for playing against some youngins. Well no school tomorrow thank god and I still havent yet studied for my exams yet lol o well.... I'm kind of a little disappointed now that I realize how much I really meant to Brent. You should have heard the things he said to me last night "You wonder why I always want to hang out with my friends instead of your ass". I guess it just took a little alcohol (well probably a lot knowing him) and me finally sticking up for myself to find out what he really thought. I was nothing more than his bitch. All I wanted was to just talk to him in person, but I'm not even that important to him. I guess I always just thought I meant more. I guess not, it was just a waste of a year and a half of my life, I guess. Well I'm going to get going to leave bye