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so, i remember why it is that i hate having a crush, but love it at the same time. i hate it because when i fall for someone, i fall hard, like a brick to pavement. i love the feeling i get when i have a crush, it's a high without drugs, a wonderful feeling. why do i always have to fall so hard when i fall for someone? the letdown of knowing that the person doesn't feel the same hurts so bad. sometimes i wish i didn't fall so hard for people. maybe this will be different. here's to hoping that it will be different.