rough week =-/
The has been an awfull week for me, I still get mad thinkin about my whole work situation, but its a long story and ive told it so many time im getting sick of telling it, PLUS everytime I tell it I end up getting pissed off, and I dont want that to happen. I dont really like going out anymore for some reason, like I used to be this way during junior high and like 9th grade and stuff, but then later in highschool and last year, I hated being home. I think its just a phase or something. The only person I really hang out with is krissy, shes the only one I find myself callin to hang out, even though I talk to alyssa again, im just not as fond of her as before.
Now that I brought that up, I also tried to make ammends with catherine, and even though she was a bad friend more often then not, and the reason that we stopped talkin is cause she played me for a fool on too many occasions to count, but I was like screw it I cant change her, and id rather have some of her then none of her. I was suprised to find out that she thought we fought too much, and she was sure things werent gonna change, and now talkin to her is like pullin teeth. Well im done with that I dont know what made her think that shes all high and mighty all of a sudden, but shes the one that kept screwin up, and I was willing to look past that and shes being difficult, haha NOPE. Shes like I was sick of begging for your friendship back, im like that wouldnt have to happen if you would think about other people sometimes my god.
ugh I cant to this right now!!!
Now that I brought that up, I also tried to make ammends with catherine, and even though she was a bad friend more often then not, and the reason that we stopped talkin is cause she played me for a fool on too many occasions to count, but I was like screw it I cant change her, and id rather have some of her then none of her. I was suprised to find out that she thought we fought too much, and she was sure things werent gonna change, and now talkin to her is like pullin teeth. Well im done with that I dont know what made her think that shes all high and mighty all of a sudden, but shes the one that kept screwin up, and I was willing to look past that and shes being difficult, haha NOPE. Shes like I was sick of begging for your friendship back, im like that wouldnt have to happen if you would think about other people sometimes my god.
ugh I cant to this right now!!!