oh brother..
yea so i havent updated in a while..
was at dans alot all break, it was fun, was at his house for New years. awesome time. just hung out with mat linds his parents his sis their friends for a lil then went to the attic, i stayed in the guest room for the night. but any way.. after that night.. we broke up. i dont exactly know why. i was upset for a little.. but then okay with it. for some reason it didnt bother me after the shock value thing wore off.
I started talking to maciej again. ( my ex b/f from a little while ago ((sept)) ) and well, i miss him.
i saw him last night, he is amazing. i went to Lauras house for a little so she could clean we picked up maciej then went back to her place to meet dave. then we dropped daves car off at his g-moms cuz its hers and he was using it cuz his jeep was in the shop. then off to the Moorestown Mall went around there for a while. later laura dropped me off at maciejs house. it was like old times.. he said "it was like we were never apart" and we talked.. he started smoking again. he said it was because of me.. oopsie.. then i asked if he would stop for me again like he did the first time and he said no.. i asked him again later and he said yes. i feel loved haha
before he told me he was tired of being dependent.. i asked him if he still was and said apparently not.
weeee
im not sure what that means haha.. any who.. we got into a serious convo.. and we ended up telling each other that we still loved each other.. id idnt think i did.. until i saw him. then all my feelings came rushing back.. laura came to get me at like 845 and i was at my house by 9.
came home showered. and went to sleep. he wore me out haha JUST KIDDING..
so we will have to see where things go.
we both dont want to rush into anything..
which is good...
i just hope he isnt playing with my heart.
so im talking to Linds... haha about napoleon dynamite.. that movie is so dumb.. I WANT IT!!!!
YOUR MOM GOES TO COLLEGE!!!
GOSHH