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well today i was supposed to go see Dans band practice.. that didnt happen.. courtney was tired.. n wanted to hangout with these guys.. one ditched the idea cuz of something and she hasnt talked to the other.. i wanna see him.. i miss him..
i started to cry today.. everything in one blow came tumbling down..
my sister called me an alcoholic HAHA yea considering i dont drink anymore.. ive changed for the better, turned on a new road and i like the path im taking.. im happy with who i am as a person, not including looks and some of my attitude.. but just me not drinking or doing drugs and doing things that people get sucked into.. im glad i got out of the drinking thing.. im happy i dont.
i dont kno why that made me cry, maybe it was because of so much tension building up from Friday in school, my mom and dad always being mean for no apparent reason and not being able to see dan. if i wouldve been able to see him im sure i wouldve laughed it off.. but me not seeing him just started me out on the wrong foot...
i hope i get to see him soon <3
I GET MY COMPUTER BACK MONDAY!!
now only if i could sign online!!
im annoyed.. people change plans too much..i guess it just pissed me off to tell me one thing n change it 3 hours later.. thats gay..
i started to cry today.. everything in one blow came tumbling down..
my sister called me an alcoholic HAHA yea considering i dont drink anymore.. ive changed for the better, turned on a new road and i like the path im taking.. im happy with who i am as a person, not including looks and some of my attitude.. but just me not drinking or doing drugs and doing things that people get sucked into.. im glad i got out of the drinking thing.. im happy i dont.
i dont kno why that made me cry, maybe it was because of so much tension building up from Friday in school, my mom and dad always being mean for no apparent reason and not being able to see dan. if i wouldve been able to see him im sure i wouldve laughed it off.. but me not seeing him just started me out on the wrong foot...
i hope i get to see him soon <3
I GET MY COMPUTER BACK MONDAY!!
now only if i could sign online!!
im annoyed.. people change plans too much..i guess it just pissed me off to tell me one thing n change it 3 hours later.. thats gay..