matt's funeral :(

[njsuperchik56]

yeah, so today i went to the funeral for Matt with Ri, Erin, Deal, Alex, and Josh. it was so sad. even though i didnt know Matt personally, i just knew him from seeing him in the halls, i cried towards the end when his dad was doing the eulogy and when they were carrying him out...for the last time... that hit me hard, that somebody who was only a freshman in high school, 14 years old, our age, died. it was so hard to think that it could have been one of my friends that i knew really well. but yeah, i just really wanted to be there for Erin, even though i had nothing good to say, nothing that would make it better, i just hope she felt a little bit better that we were all there. he will be missed.

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

{Chorus}:
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine