a slight vent, more a pouring of my heartaches

[njemokid]

I dunno...so I'm back at school and it all still feels really regular and normal, but at the same time I feel like I'm here in body only and nothing is the same. I am kinda going through my own shit right now, like trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life. And I am a little emotional, because I am coming to the relization that I haven't done anything in my life that I can look back on and go damn I am proud I did that. I don't have any stories that my grandkids will run to their parents and go did grandpa really do that...thats so cool. I dunno, I am just in one of those funks and I need something to break me out of it. What this thing is I'm not sure, but I need something to get me back to the fun-loving person I like being. Who knows what tomorrow will bring to maybe break me of this mood. But I appreciate all the people who have helped me out in my life...with out family and friends I'm nothing. Well I suppose I should get ready to go to class.

I hope this finds you all in a better place than where I am.