sobrity is overrated
i feel like an ass but the goo goo dolls song iris, is really hitting home...alas
maybe its the alcohol, fuck i hate the shit, but it fills the void very well. I don't know what the fuck to do. Theres gotta be something thats missing, am i too fucking fake? i wanna scream. I wanna get fucked up, i wanna hug everyone and tell them to stop fucking holding it back and say what the fuck they feel. I wanna destroy all this shit thats ruining life. I feel powerless. I dont no what to do? Drink and hope, fuck that. All of this shit seems so petty. Is there anything real out their? We need to do something...will we wait till its to fucking late, im scared. I need something. Its so hard, its so fucking hard, why the fuck does it have to be this hard. Im not giving up, but i need to fucking vent this shit. I need someone, so disconnected, dependency is bad but i need someone, am i pushing them away? im reaching out with everything i have, fuck this....
maybe its the alcohol, fuck i hate the shit, but it fills the void very well. I don't know what the fuck to do. Theres gotta be something thats missing, am i too fucking fake? i wanna scream. I wanna get fucked up, i wanna hug everyone and tell them to stop fucking holding it back and say what the fuck they feel. I wanna destroy all this shit thats ruining life. I feel powerless. I dont no what to do? Drink and hope, fuck that. All of this shit seems so petty. Is there anything real out their? We need to do something...will we wait till its to fucking late, im scared. I need something. Its so hard, its so fucking hard, why the fuck does it have to be this hard. Im not giving up, but i need to fucking vent this shit. I need someone, so disconnected, dependency is bad but i need someone, am i pushing them away? im reaching out with everything i have, fuck this....