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you know what i noticed, every time amanda goes away i start to think and it just keeps bringing me back to me not being good enough for her and it makes me wonder that if im not good enough for her, is she really out trying to get with other guys. i dont think she is but if i start thinking about her finding someone else then i get these feelings like i should leave now so i dont mess up her relationship with someone else and make her not happy. i dont know im just weird and stupid i guess.