Ponitless...
i really should write journals ^^;
but to behonest, i have nothing 'nice' to say. i have alot of emotional angry at the moment. and i'm not genrally the kind to unleash that sort of thing on the interweb.
What Particularly sucks the most at this very seconed, is that i can't draw. at all. and it makes me feel all that more aggitated. i have no way to relax, i've tried to surf teh nets, and theres nothing that intrests me. i can't relax enough to read, i don't wanna walk (whixh is really unlike me) all i 'can' do is eat... which is bad, because i'll be going on holiday soon.
Thats the -Only- one thing i have to look forward to, is my Holiday to malta in November. I'll be going to my best mates Cassy and jean,and i can't fucking wait! We are going to visit Jean's Parents and friends. Jean being a born and bred maltease blokie means we have a free translator and guide! whoop!
We plan to get alot of Beach time in, a few BBQs and some sight seeing, horse riding, swimming (me that is, cass hates water) vist a view old buildings and the places jean grew up. TAKE LOADS OF PICTURES!!! oh, its going to be awesome.
a week away from my dad: were i don't need to stress out about leaving a wrapper or a glass on the side, or being moaned at about god knows what, for god knows what.
or a week away from my boyfriend: being asked if 'we' can go make food (ie ME make the food, HE stands like an idiot watching me) A week were *I* get to piss off with my mates, not HIM and his fucking car. a week were people will do stuff with me, that i like.
oops this has turned into a rant hasn't it
meh, oh well..
but to behonest, i have nothing 'nice' to say. i have alot of emotional angry at the moment. and i'm not genrally the kind to unleash that sort of thing on the interweb.
What Particularly sucks the most at this very seconed, is that i can't draw. at all. and it makes me feel all that more aggitated. i have no way to relax, i've tried to surf teh nets, and theres nothing that intrests me. i can't relax enough to read, i don't wanna walk (whixh is really unlike me) all i 'can' do is eat... which is bad, because i'll be going on holiday soon.
Thats the -Only- one thing i have to look forward to, is my Holiday to malta in November. I'll be going to my best mates Cassy and jean,and i can't fucking wait! We are going to visit Jean's Parents and friends. Jean being a born and bred maltease blokie means we have a free translator and guide! whoop!
We plan to get alot of Beach time in, a few BBQs and some sight seeing, horse riding, swimming (me that is, cass hates water) vist a view old buildings and the places jean grew up. TAKE LOADS OF PICTURES!!! oh, its going to be awesome.
a week away from my dad: were i don't need to stress out about leaving a wrapper or a glass on the side, or being moaned at about god knows what, for god knows what.
or a week away from my boyfriend: being asked if 'we' can go make food (ie ME make the food, HE stands like an idiot watching me) A week were *I* get to piss off with my mates, not HIM and his fucking car. a week were people will do stuff with me, that i like.
oops this has turned into a rant hasn't it
meh, oh well..