confused.. help??
hi! springbreak sucks this semester.. did i mention that?? it's wednesday. at home, attempting to study for a midterm that will definitely kick my ass. I hate this. This is the first year ever my spring break is sucking. haha. it is though. I can't wait until school starts. At least then, i'll have something important to do. I mean, not that what i'm doing now is not important....
there are some people in my life that i just cannot understand. As much as i would love to be closer to that person or at least just have a conversation with, I still can't bring myself to say anything or start something that might spark an interest with that certain person. I think i'm just intimidated. Possibly I just don't want that person to hate me. Funny, it's not a peer. This blows, when you want someone to understand where you're coming from but you can't seem to put them into words because you just don't want to fuck things up, but then again, i'm already fucking things over without even saying one word. Ugh, I'm confused. will always be.
so now, i shall eat my mom's cooking while i ponder on how i should fix my dilemma.
crizel.
there are some people in my life that i just cannot understand. As much as i would love to be closer to that person or at least just have a conversation with, I still can't bring myself to say anything or start something that might spark an interest with that certain person. I think i'm just intimidated. Possibly I just don't want that person to hate me. Funny, it's not a peer. This blows, when you want someone to understand where you're coming from but you can't seem to put them into words because you just don't want to fuck things up, but then again, i'm already fucking things over without even saying one word. Ugh, I'm confused. will always be.
so now, i shall eat my mom's cooking while i ponder on how i should fix my dilemma.
crizel.