well,
who thinks everything is absolutely crazy?
i heard about your revalation and how you're happy and everything, i'm happy for you and all,
but i'm jealous.
and i'm mad at myself for being jealous.
i want to be like how i used to be- i think, i definitely cared less about things in the past.
so i had a dream last night, and it was weird, meagab was in it, and i haven't seen her in ages, college. shit
i rarely remember my dreams.
really rarely.
was that weird for me to be jealous? no i don't think so, what about being mad at myself for being jealous? i think that's unnecessary. why am i so ambiguous about this? it makes no sense. this makes no sense.
ps. i have a crush on you and it'd be awesome if you noticed
haha