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Last night I watched two really great things on HBO. One of them was this movie called My Life Without Me starring Sarah Polly and Mark Ruffalo. Oh man...it was awesome. It was shot in Vancouver...it really made me miss it there. Such a wonderful time in my life. If it never happens again, that will forever be my crowning achievement in life - well, that and being a father will be. Then I saw that fake reality show called Unscripted. About the 20-somethings working in Hollywood. The good. The bad. The ugly. The pretty. The deceitful. I laughed probablly every minute. Everything in it I could relate to. Even the part where he tells his friend about an audition he has and the friend goes behind his back, crashes the audtion and gets the callback. lol Oh man. When it was over, it was bittersweet. Sometimes, I just wanna struggle like that. Right now...things arent even in limbo, they are just dead. I blame myself, mostly, for letting it get this way. I see Adam as, well, Mr Teen Heartthrob now. I see Johnny on Quintuplets doing very well. Now I see Marcus on Point Pleasant playing a priest! I've been working my ass off, literally, getting my body back to where it was and should have stayed. Tall dark and handsome, right? Then it will be time to struggle...
[leave me breathless again like Hydrogen]
[leave me breathless again like Hydrogen]