I'm trying to re-read these entries. I can't, really. I can't focus on them enough to care. This is all such meaningless dribble!!!
I knew I ranted & raved about alot of useless crap, but I think this journal best reflects how silly of a human I really am.
& all those random reachings out to old friends.
Never innocent.. Oh no, always selfishly devoted to curing that feeling of loniless.
Never self devoted.
It's funny how I can update a picture, remove the old picture & without patience view myself in a new light. This image destroyed just as fast by the babble below.
Eh, time to change.
Much.