Double POO!
OK, so I got to go to school tomorrow, to drop off my kids! My friend that I have fallen out with will be there! I am really struggling to decide what to do! We have to stand outside the same door to drop the kids in (her son is the same age as my daughter). DAMN, DAMN, I hate feeling this depressed, on one hand I am still very angry, yet on the other, it opens up so may problems!! I have really spent today worrying about this! God, how dare she make me feel this way!! My husband is really getting on my nerves, he keeps mithering about it, and asking if I have decided what to do yet!!! POO. POO. POO.!!! I have no interest in anything! uniforms need sorting for tomorrow, I have a pile of ironing, house is a discrace, and last night I got hardly any sleep! Why can't I get this out of my mind! ok, ok, I need to stop now, or else this will be 10 pages long!! really sorry but I need to swear! FUCK!!!!! THAT FEELS A LITTLE BETTER! Let me try again, FUCKING HELL!!!, yeah getting there!!