Is this thing on?

[nix_this]

Poking my head out from under my rock of hiatus to curse janice_lester to the fiery depths of Mount Ngauruhoe (selected for convenient NZ location and because the last three letters are hoe which is NOT AT ALL what I'm secretly calling her in my head).

subspace / headspace
dirty talk
body inflation
power exchange
scars / scarification

pain
roleplay
leather

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[nix_this]

A lot of people have left LJ for Tumblr. Sadness. I tried, I really did, but I can't Tumblr unless I actually want to sit at my desk at home after work for x amount of hours. Which, ehhhhhh, not so much. Home is for lounging and sprawling and comfy blankets and kitty snuggles. I do enough desk sitting at work, as indicated by the spread of my ass. (oh, how I miss having a laptop! Thanks tiny cat!)

Otherwise, IDK. It's been busy and weird and stressful but also good in some ways? I don't know if you caught the HAI I'M OFFICIALLY CRAZY post but that's where the bulk of my attention has been in my downtime, along with everything that goes with it. Like losing some friends, which sucks. Getting closer to other friends, which doesn't. Shopping for therapists, which is meh, what're you gonna do. Learning how to be medicated, which is like an endless game of side effect roulette - never a dull moment! (on the plus side, stability and focus is kind of nice ;) )

I also have a roommate and a plan to be out of my house by fall. There have been many art projects started. I have writing ideas again after 18 months of nothing. I went on a crazy road trip and got stranded in the mountains because of flooding. Played Dragon Age and Skyrim for hours ad hours and hours (I regret NOTHING) I watched A LOT of hockey -- AND MY TEAM WON THE STANLEY CUP \o/ So all of the yay for that, right?

I've also discovered the joys of Skype if you ever want to chat face-to-face :D (username mdevile)

<3

[swordsart]

I'm actually sad with myself for not discovering tumblr sooner! haha

I missed the I'M CRAZY post...but I can say you aren't alone with the losing friends, gaining allies . . and finding stability in routine...it's keeping me quite sane right now.

Sorry for the late reply, as all hours are filled with sleeping, full time job, kitten time, and finishing my book...

When my life calms down in August we definitely should attempt skype-chatting haha!

Stay strong, m'dear.