Who knows.
Been doing various whatnots in FFXI. I've managed to hit a bit of a wall with bonecrafting.... All crafts have a bit of a sticking point where it really really sucks, and typically its the 70s. Bonecraft is no different. I hit 70 even last night, and am stuck because the 70s is full of coral. Now, I'm not sure if I'm just missing something, but coral has got to be the rarest but most commonly used crafting material out there. There is no really reliable way of getting the stuff. Its expensive to buy too. And unfortunately, almost everything in the 70s requires a LOT of it. So I'm trying to work it out.
Samsara has been... something anyway. We did Odin and it went down easy. We did some farming and sea and more ZNMs, but bleh. We did some KS99s the other day, Behemoths... only one tongue dropped, and I got jacked. It went to someone who WASN'T set as a MNK mainlot, and I bitched hard because I couldn't possibly understand the logic in letting someone who a) doesn't ever use monk have it, or b) having a fucking job priority system if you are just going to ignore it to give shit to people who've been around longer when someone else can benefit more from it. So I'm a bit angry, maybe a bit depressed. I'm just sort of tired of being relegated to bullshit duties, any time we do anything cool, I'm stuck on NIN being told to estaff tank adds (See Medusa, Gulool Ja Ja, Jailer of Love). Its fucking mind numbing shit for an hour while the same other people get to do the fun stuff. And I'm tired of being told that I need to be more versatile by one of the sacks who only has one fucking job leveled and seems to refuse to level anything else.
I'm bitter, I guess. I just want certain things, and I hate that its going to take so goddamn long to get them. I'm tired of doing fucking ZNMs as a linkshell event, and sea farming... and sky farming.... How about we actually fight some stuff to get people the shit they fucking need... goddamn.
Shannon hasn't been playing. She was only logging in for events, and refused to even TRY to do anything. I don't understand it, she has no drive, but I can't quite figure it out. I mean, yeah, the game is stale, but why are you dropping out of the game when someone says something to you...? Or like, because you die once or twice while soloing in Tahrongi. So when her account deactivated yesterday, she said she didn't want to reactivate it. What the fuck am I supposed to think about that? She spends more time on WoW now than I've ever seen her really dedicate on FFXI... and she seems more distant than I've ever seen her, and that includes her time in the Army when it was actually bad. And yes, I realize that you're going to read this, so understand that its the only place I can reach out to you without you getting mad at me about it because I said something.
With all of that, I've decided that I won't let the account go to waste, I'll reactivate it soon enough. I at least need it for her TH3 and farming coral/scrolls. On that subject, I got THF33. Boring.
In the end though, I've been considering more and more that I want to give Seraph another chance. BtL has been recruiting for a while, and they do the stuff I actually want to do... and they're competent. I want to do fucking Salvage and NOT have it be some big fucking exclusive event. I'm tried of being so fucking restricted when it comes to my fucking goals. I think the only thing stopping me right now is the fact that I don't want to pay out another 75 bucks to move 3 accounts... and the fact that I don't exactly have that money right now anyway. Though I may condense one account and merge all of her mules to her main account... who knows.
Anyway, enough of this emo shit... I'm going to bed.
Samsara has been... something anyway. We did Odin and it went down easy. We did some farming and sea and more ZNMs, but bleh. We did some KS99s the other day, Behemoths... only one tongue dropped, and I got jacked. It went to someone who WASN'T set as a MNK mainlot, and I bitched hard because I couldn't possibly understand the logic in letting someone who a) doesn't ever use monk have it, or b) having a fucking job priority system if you are just going to ignore it to give shit to people who've been around longer when someone else can benefit more from it. So I'm a bit angry, maybe a bit depressed. I'm just sort of tired of being relegated to bullshit duties, any time we do anything cool, I'm stuck on NIN being told to estaff tank adds (See Medusa, Gulool Ja Ja, Jailer of Love). Its fucking mind numbing shit for an hour while the same other people get to do the fun stuff. And I'm tired of being told that I need to be more versatile by one of the sacks who only has one fucking job leveled and seems to refuse to level anything else.
I'm bitter, I guess. I just want certain things, and I hate that its going to take so goddamn long to get them. I'm tired of doing fucking ZNMs as a linkshell event, and sea farming... and sky farming.... How about we actually fight some stuff to get people the shit they fucking need... goddamn.
Shannon hasn't been playing. She was only logging in for events, and refused to even TRY to do anything. I don't understand it, she has no drive, but I can't quite figure it out. I mean, yeah, the game is stale, but why are you dropping out of the game when someone says something to you...? Or like, because you die once or twice while soloing in Tahrongi. So when her account deactivated yesterday, she said she didn't want to reactivate it. What the fuck am I supposed to think about that? She spends more time on WoW now than I've ever seen her really dedicate on FFXI... and she seems more distant than I've ever seen her, and that includes her time in the Army when it was actually bad. And yes, I realize that you're going to read this, so understand that its the only place I can reach out to you without you getting mad at me about it because I said something.
With all of that, I've decided that I won't let the account go to waste, I'll reactivate it soon enough. I at least need it for her TH3 and farming coral/scrolls. On that subject, I got THF33. Boring.
In the end though, I've been considering more and more that I want to give Seraph another chance. BtL has been recruiting for a while, and they do the stuff I actually want to do... and they're competent. I want to do fucking Salvage and NOT have it be some big fucking exclusive event. I'm tried of being so fucking restricted when it comes to my fucking goals. I think the only thing stopping me right now is the fact that I don't want to pay out another 75 bucks to move 3 accounts... and the fact that I don't exactly have that money right now anyway. Though I may condense one account and merge all of her mules to her main account... who knows.
Anyway, enough of this emo shit... I'm going to bed.