De-stressed? Not as much...

[niviene]

So today is the last day of my mandatory vacation as amdisa calls it....aka stress leave before I have to go back there! Wasn't as relaxing as I was hoping it would be but then again I wasn't on vacation far far away and there was too much stuff happening at home with the computer and library and all the other stuff that I didn't get to do what I wanted to do most. I did end up getting a 90 minute massage on Sunday which helped somewhat. I have to start getting those on a regular basis. I was sleeping 8 hrs when I was first off but now I'm back to where I was before my leave at about half that. I really need a month or two off to just de-stress, sleep, and detoxify myself of those in the land of liars, hypocrites and morons who operate under the guise of charity yet are anything but...I do know Idiot Director hired me a new assistant. I don't even know her name...didn't ask either when Candy told me. Again I wasn't in on the hiring process and that ticks me off....we all know what happened the last time Idiot Director hired someone without me. When I did the hiring I got Val and she was great until they stole her from me!!!

I need change and there's decent prospects out there but I just don't want to jump into anything or go backwards to what I was doing years ago just because I want to get out. Desperation makes poor choices....I'd rather move forward into something new and exciting. The job posting I really liked is only contract for 1 year and I don't particularly like that I'd have to be looking again so soon if I got it. I'm still on the fence whether to apply or not....

We'll see how tomorrow shapes up and Thursday is the test....hopefully all goes well.