Jun 18, 2006 10:44
i got to swim, and was surrounded by boys the entire time. my god, do i love boys. ray took me to Coney, where we met up with shawn and (phonetically) Asa? i have no ideas how to spell that kid's name. anyway.
also cool was this little conversation:
me: "it's not fair! all my guy friends have kissed more boys than i have."
asa: "i've only kissed one"
me: "that's still higher than me"
asa: (confused) "wait back up..."
ray: "she's never been kissed"
asa: *pause* "how the hell..."
i know that that's just dumb and boring to everyone else, but i think it's cute that that would be surprising. SHUT UP okay? i'm just annoyed with singleness. for the time being. annoyed. i'm aware that the worthwhile prey dating material is everywhere else in the world. i am aware. but in the meantime i am an intelligent, FUNNY, reasonably sexy 17-year-old who hasn't even been kissed yet! GRAH!! it angers people like me. meaning me. anyway. enough about what every other word out of my mouth is about. i apologize if all this is as annoying to you as it is to me.
back from myrtle beach. that was fun. i caught wild hermit crabs with my toes.
i'm back on the lexapro... finally. and i can feel it making me feel better. it's been a long time since i've felt "better" on the inside of my brain. =)