Apr 02, 2006 20:17
The whole sadie's thing really did do worlds for my mood, (and my libido), but even when Iv'e had tiume ti think i don't think about it nonstop anymore. hardly at all really. it might of meant nothing and that might be sad, but it certainly got me out of the funk i was in. very deeply.
Also digging me out of the funk was being asked to enter a creative writing contest i didn't even know about. my english teacher and one of the school counselors just thought i had promise i guess, and now i'm entered. whoo
ALSO digging me out of my funk were the theater and music departments at anderson. the two shows and cast party at scallywag tag of saturday overlay the SAT's i took that morning in the way of overall mood. all 4 of our shows were sold out and the musical was just amazing. cast party much fun. Now work on macbeth starts soon, which, by the way, i sold my soul and got a part in!!!!!!!!!!! yes, i went to the dark side, but in return i get several lines in more than one scene AND i get to kill someone (maybe 2 people) as 'murderer one'. a larger part than it sounds.
another wieght off my mind: david and megan = no longer fighting. making me both right AND no longer a middle man.
overall, the lowest point of my year has been as close as the past can get to being obliterated by what i think is the higest point.
in the future? macbeth rehearsals wherein i will be armed. a visit with mclane, hopefully soon. a college visit to miami university during spring break. trip to new york at the end of april - phantom of the opera on fuckin' BROADWAY.
i love you kids way much. sorry i haven't been around. made no phone calls, social things, e-mails, posts or even comments. on the freest day of the past two weeks i went to school then came back for rehearsal for 3 hours. that's a lot.
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