meh
so yeah, just got back from andrews.... it was cool its just that i really like him. but he reffers to me as his bestfriend. n he doesnt want to mess that up. so dumb that. but like the good person i am i go with it. i never win. emo. god, i need a drink. i also think i might be developing alcoholism. i drink all the time usually just to go to sleep though. thats no good. i need to chill on the drinking. but i dont want to. alcoholism runs in both sides of my fam, at least for the males. its like fire and kids. they know its hot, and that it will burn. yet still they have the urge to play with it. i think thats a good analogy to the situation. idk...