Jun 06, 2006 20:54
I need to meet these new people. I need to make these new friends. I need to experience how they live their lives since it is obviously so different from my own. And maybe I will like it? Or maybe I will find a reason to become more than just a mind running in small circles. I could possibly see ahead of me if the turns didn't happen so sharply and quickly.
On some days, I look forward to what might happen as the weeks go on. But then I hit that sudden curve in the circle and everything seems so distant and endless and the sun isn't shining anymore. I get distracted by sleep and television and driving and the gym and work. Yes. Long list, but that does not take up even half of my days.
HOPE.