I live life teaspoon by teaspoon.
Which, clearly, is why I never accomplish anything substantial.
Paula and Russell are practicing music downstairs. I'm addicted to their sound and can't wait until I can carrying around with me everywhere I go.
I will miss my place in Brigantine, dearly, and not being able to return to this home makes my eyes hurt. But give and take and take and take is the way of life these days. I hope the ratio shifts and what seems like a completely off-balanced way of living, becomes how things are supposed to be: give give give and RECEIVE. The only way I want "take" in my vocabulary is when asking someone to take my hand.
I've been feeling sad in larger bursts now. But I think I'm just going to wait until I move out and get settled back in Vineland to see how things progress or regress. I love how days blend together during the summer to such an extent where I only remember them as bright.
Paula and Russell are practicing music downstairs. I'm addicted to their sound and can't wait until I can carrying around with me everywhere I go.
I will miss my place in Brigantine, dearly, and not being able to return to this home makes my eyes hurt. But give and take and take and take is the way of life these days. I hope the ratio shifts and what seems like a completely off-balanced way of living, becomes how things are supposed to be: give give give and RECEIVE. The only way I want "take" in my vocabulary is when asking someone to take my hand.
I've been feeling sad in larger bursts now. But I think I'm just going to wait until I move out and get settled back in Vineland to see how things progress or regress. I love how days blend together during the summer to such an extent where I only remember them as bright.