Depressed but happy that im home
Boland- My brothers friend who i met a long ass time ago when i was tiny lil jena, who i grew up with, loved, went crazy wtih, haha, im closer to him than i am with my brother, he's one of my best friends, and i care about him to no end
WEll i found out Boland, who was supposed to go to Hawaii, is now going to Iraq. For a really long time and theres a really good chance he might come back in a coffin, and i just cant handle that, especially with greg and ian leaving too. I never got to say goodbye, and i might not see him again, for sure i wont see him till im 21 if he does come back. My heart is breaking so much, theres nothing i can say in here to explain how much boland means to me. What do i do if i lose all 3? Even just one. It is my greatest fear, to loose someone close to me, and wow.. need to be on a different subject
I hung out with Kate all day, it was wonderful, i love kate..kate kate kate, definately my bestest friend EVER. WE know how to skank it up, and she fucking wore a white dress...so foxy. Oh damn. Then we got andrew to hang with us, and that was wonderful cause i love my andrew and we had bunches of fun....more bunches of fun, oh wow. Currently im too lazy to finish the rest of my day
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WEll i found out Boland, who was supposed to go to Hawaii, is now going to Iraq. For a really long time and theres a really good chance he might come back in a coffin, and i just cant handle that, especially with greg and ian leaving too. I never got to say goodbye, and i might not see him again, for sure i wont see him till im 21 if he does come back. My heart is breaking so much, theres nothing i can say in here to explain how much boland means to me. What do i do if i lose all 3? Even just one. It is my greatest fear, to loose someone close to me, and wow.. need to be on a different subject
I hung out with Kate all day, it was wonderful, i love kate..kate kate kate, definately my bestest friend EVER. WE know how to skank it up, and she fucking wore a white dress...so foxy. Oh damn. Then we got andrew to hang with us, and that was wonderful cause i love my andrew and we had bunches of fun....more bunches of fun, oh wow. Currently im too lazy to finish the rest of my day
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