May 12, 2005 21:59
SHOVE IT UP YOUR FUCKING ASS!
Yup.
So, since this is the place for me to rant, and let all that drama out, drama which i try my hardest to keep away from, i shall rant.
(((Warning there will be heavy heavy amounts of swearing...so beware))))
Number fucking 1. Why the fuck is everyone making a big deal of Prom? I can go on...but you can read my other post.
Number fucking 2. Which should be number fuckin 1. Why the FUCK are random people who dont even fuckin know me talk about my sex life and make a big god damn fucking deal about it like its affecting their pathetic immature lifes. Also the fact they are comparing me to certain people no one would like to be compared too....but im not going to rant about them, because frankly i think they are a shit load more respectable then the sad lil fucks that have to bitch about other people to make themselves feel better. The funny part is ( i know your going to be mad at me, but suck it up and deal cause its fuckin true) the person who told me that people are talking about me, and the person who is making my own personal life such a big fuckin deal....is one of the only people ive told about my personal life, other than my best friend diana, and dayna. SO...you know, the funny thing is, i wonder how these people ( that persons FRIENDS) got a hold of this information. I think someone has been bitching about me behind my back...which she denied of course. Cause who the fuck would tell the truth these days? Not only is lieing my biggest pet peeve...but the fact my friend is the source of the rumors, and the spreading of my personal life, and shes making it suchhhhhhhhhhh a huuuugeee fucking deal. I think its kinda funny....oh sweet mother of god...my sex life is affecting peoples lifes!!1 I love how its ME too. Also that i only use one hand to count the number of people...ONE HAND, there are people far far worse that probably have to add in both of their feet. So why am i being singled out? Is it because i let this certain treat me horrible? Yes that is true. Is it because i am one of the only people that does the previous. Yes that is true. Oh and is it because maybe she might be a little fucking insecure about herself, her realtionships, maybe a slight dash of immature....oh shit...the cap came off. Or is it that she takes out her shit on me my making me below her, so fucking less, make me so pathetic, so fuckin worse, to make her feel better about herself and her problems? THats kinda sad dont you think? What i assume is to come of this is some more drama, which sucks, and some pissy comments filled with denial and anger. Maybe loss of freind? Who really does know. But now i have ranted...i feel better, take it however the fuck you want to take it, i really dont care, and this will hopefully be the last time i will ever feel the need to let drama control my emotions.
However i did have a lovely day. Also...STAR WARS IN A WEEK!
This is why every day i say im so sick of highschool. Sick of drama. Sick of all the shit people do.
One day...one wonderful day i wont have to deal with over-dramatized events, immature teenage girls and their gossip.
Dont worry, im laughing...i think its funny as hell how immature people are, and how big of a deal EVERYTHING is.
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
Dont worry, im laughing at myself too.
In the mean time, drink mountain dew. It tastes lovely.
Smile.