rollercoaster
That's how my emotions are lately.... im pretty cool on tthe exterior, I've kept my emotions in check for the most part. Can't even remember the last time i freaked out about something. I did some katamine the other night when i was drunk. I felt so guilty about it the next day and idk why. But, later that night i was ok with it. I use to never feel guilty abt n e thing. I litterally developed a concious. I really think i have acute alcohlic myopathy. I also think i might have a hiatal hernia from liking so much and possibly something wrong with my kidneys. I know i have cysts n fibromialgia which makes it difficult to distinguish symptoms. I really think i might die, bc i stop breathing sometimes when i sleep. It sucks, but i gotta clock back into work now. So, more later.