alcoholic
So, today I've realized I am an alcoholic for sure. I smoke meth, do coacain, shoot heroine.... And alcohol is still my true love. I bought some rigs tonight.... Heroine sounded like the way to go. Everyone is making meth too. Yet, I don't even care. Heroine, cocaine, and alcohol are my main things. I suppose I do meth for two reasons. To lose weight and when I'm depressed and need the alertness. But, alcohol covers it all. My socialibillity, stress, anger, sadness, lack of energy. It fixes it all... Everything else has a side affect that puts me off of it from full fledge addiction. Except cocaine, but that shits too expensive. Anyway, lynz is inside waiting for me... Until next time, peace I'm out.