Apr 03, 2008 10:12
I don't want the suffering.
I don't want the pain.
I don't want to live
While going insane.
Happiness is gone
All I fear is the spear.
My thoughts are trying
To let my heart not hear.
What is love
To you or to me?
I tell you what it is-
Fucking misery.
There is no hope.
Its lost on the fools
Who walk away
From paradises pool.
There is no one
To blame
I sit and face
The shame.
While I watch those
Who have it
Throw it down...
down, down into the pit.
This isn't right.
It doesn't feel at all
Like I'm supposed to be...
Into the dark I fall.
THIS ISN'T FAIR!
WHAT DID I DO
TO DESERVE SITTING HERE
ALONE...drop, sigh, there goes the other shoe.