Sep 20, 2004 19:34
Today is my Dad's birthday, but don't tell him that. He is not good w/birthdays for some reason. I think no 1 being that he doesn't like the fact of getting older. no 2, my grandma mccarthy died around his birthday in 1986. I was only 5 but I remember how hard he took it. One of the few times I can picture my dad crying.
- Did I mention my new goal, to at least write in here at LEAST once a week. I will try my best to reach that goal. I am going to write by myself for myself. I don't care if yall think its boring or not. Right? Right.
- Today I had meetings all day w/ the probation officer of brooke county. That man is nerve racking seriously. But wonderful Erick was there all day and he is awesome. Just when you think that he is cool, he turns out to be 10 times cooler then before. I can't even stand it. Its like I just wanna give him a hug just to feel what it is like. uh.. i am going to write more later :)