Dec 03, 2005 20:30
no wonder I am in a sad and pissy mood....
I was hoping to see Cody tonight, but i see that will not happen... (hi cody i know you will read this)
God
you know i just hate when the warmth leaves...
you would think this many winters alive i would at least expect it...
i am always sad this time of year
I am easaly annoyed
My cold and bitter natuer creeps up
It gets harder to stand tall when you have a limp....
Already the pain in my knee creeps up with this cold front...
It hit 89 today... it was nice... I wish i was in it... No i was at work... in the dust...
Todd always said I would spend my life in dust... i think he pictured the dust of anchient history... not an unkempt thrift store...
life is just duller in the winter, it has lost its summer gleam...
I o on by telling my self That someday June 21 will be here.... maybe i will do a count down of days....