AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate people who say they whant to know whats on your mind then punish you for specking your mind
Normally when people ask whats on my mind i tell them what they want to hear....
A very small group i tell the truth....
One would think thier boyfriend should be in this group....
i am asked whats wroung by my boyfriend I try to tell him i dont know how to word it, he says try anyway so i do then i get yell at for feeling the way I do... this has happened alot lately..... So tightingh I snapped. If there is one thing I cannot take is a hipocrite...... So after weeks of takeing and eating his shit with a smile on my face (figurativly of course), i gave it back to him... i spit his own shit at him... go figure when he saw it did not smell like roses.... but f course this is my fault.... o thought of posting the chat dialong.... but then i thought no i dont want people to see just how fucked up and co dependant I really am
update: why is it i am so submissive that in the end i eat the shit and pretend to like it despit that it is worse than any i have seen in years..... i hate you mom..... i hate you todd.... if i was male i would be ed gean....
Normally when people ask whats on my mind i tell them what they want to hear....
A very small group i tell the truth....
One would think thier boyfriend should be in this group....
i am asked whats wroung by my boyfriend I try to tell him i dont know how to word it, he says try anyway so i do then i get yell at for feeling the way I do... this has happened alot lately..... So tightingh I snapped. If there is one thing I cannot take is a hipocrite...... So after weeks of takeing and eating his shit with a smile on my face (figurativly of course), i gave it back to him... i spit his own shit at him... go figure when he saw it did not smell like roses.... but f course this is my fault.... o thought of posting the chat dialong.... but then i thought no i dont want people to see just how fucked up and co dependant I really am
update: why is it i am so submissive that in the end i eat the shit and pretend to like it despit that it is worse than any i have seen in years..... i hate you mom..... i hate you todd.... if i was male i would be ed gean....