Go see Big Fish. I mean it.

Feb 07, 2004 00:40

I just got back from seeing Big Fish. Wow. First, Ewan McGregor is very tasty. He has a very warm smile, and he gets the chance to smile very often in this movie. I love how the movie makes sense without being logical. I almost cried at the end, except for the fact that I don't cry at movies. (I didn't even cry at RotK, but after the final I had to take afterwards, I spent the rest of the day virtually incapacitated by tears.) I wish someone would fall in love with me like that.

I have plans to spend Valentine's Day alone and that depresses me. This will be my 19th consecutive Valentine's Day without a significant other, and I've almost gotten used to it. It's always a punch in the stomach to see couple people, however much you like them. My sister and her boyfriend are so happy, and it makes me happy to know that she's happy. But I just don't seem to inspire any sort of romantic feelings in anyone. With the exception of Stalker Mike, who doesn't count, because he was twice my age and scared the bejeebers out of me. Maybe that's why I identify with my icon so much. She looks pretty ugly and unpleasant at first, but if you take the time to look at her, she seems to have a good-natured look. But nobody would ever ask her out on a date, even other nightmare-creatures. That's me. I'm a good friend if you get to know me, but the thought of being romantically interested in me is just repulsive to people.

Well, I don't think anyone ever died of being unattractive to men. I guess that means I'll just have to go play in traffic.
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