Chained down
Yesterday I drove to school. I drove Morgan home with me and she played legos with me :P Haha. she's cute and kinda crazy. It was fun. Took her home... took a nap. blah blah. Did my spanish homework and was talking to Jenni and Dean at like midnight and we were laughing. Mom came downstairs in search of me and told me my bedtime is 11:00 and asked me what time it is and mocked me by sounding dumb and saying "Uh I dunno" I said it was midnight. she got all pissed off and told me I can't go to the show. So.. I was gonna go see school yard heroes with Jenni, Dean, and Vince but my mom ruined that. Royaly pissed me off. I punched my wall with my left hand and left a huge dent in it. I'm still angry at her. I wrote this for her in creative writing :)
“A Mother’s Love”
Your restless inferno,
Burns with black flames.
Every time I smile,
I am faced with your wrath.
Joy filled pages,
Engulfed in hatred,
And burned to ashes,
With feelings so cold.
Cruel acts of anger.
Are these my memories or illusions?
The past dissipates before flames.
Yeah then I was craving tuna fish sandwhich and potatoe chips when I got home and the chips are gone, someone took them to work or something. I don't know if you'd understand, but when I crave something and I can't have it it's a great disappointment and it makes me somewhat angry. Today has been full of stress. I really wish, especially at times like these, that I had someone close to my heart.
“A Mother’s Love”
Your restless inferno,
Burns with black flames.
Every time I smile,
I am faced with your wrath.
Joy filled pages,
Engulfed in hatred,
And burned to ashes,
With feelings so cold.
Cruel acts of anger.
Are these my memories or illusions?
The past dissipates before flames.
Yeah then I was craving tuna fish sandwhich and potatoe chips when I got home and the chips are gone, someone took them to work or something. I don't know if you'd understand, but when I crave something and I can't have it it's a great disappointment and it makes me somewhat angry. Today has been full of stress. I really wish, especially at times like these, that I had someone close to my heart.