confuzzled...
Lost and wandering
Trying to figure out
What happened?
Why is it like this
How did it come to this
When did this come to pass
Hurt and confused
Not knowing the reasons
Just knowing it is
But still can't understand
You thought things were different
You thought they were good
You are a dumbass.
so if you're not crying, it doesn't hurt. right? wrong. I think really you're just too stunned at the moment. and I am. I don't get it. Two of my friends, correction, two people I believed were my friends, said they hate me. And I don't get it. I don't understand why. or how. I mean what happened? before I moved we were good friends. I mean, at least I thought so. and I'm not crying. and I'm not sure I feel upset. I just feel kinda numb, you know. Like I'm still trying to process the information. Almost like my brain is saying "does not compute"... I just don't get it. I just don't understand. ... ... ... I just... don't know.
Trying to figure out
What happened?
Why is it like this
How did it come to this
When did this come to pass
Hurt and confused
Not knowing the reasons
Just knowing it is
But still can't understand
You thought things were different
You thought they were good
You are a dumbass.
so if you're not crying, it doesn't hurt. right? wrong. I think really you're just too stunned at the moment. and I am. I don't get it. Two of my friends, correction, two people I believed were my friends, said they hate me. And I don't get it. I don't understand why. or how. I mean what happened? before I moved we were good friends. I mean, at least I thought so. and I'm not crying. and I'm not sure I feel upset. I just feel kinda numb, you know. Like I'm still trying to process the information. Almost like my brain is saying "does not compute"... I just don't get it. I just don't understand. ... ... ... I just... don't know.