To Tasha:
ok first off, I DID NOT want you reading or responding in my journal because according to you, im no longer your friend. thats why I said Fuck You. Just to let you know, i did not lie about the whole note thing that the guys read when they were out here and i dont want to hear i was the only person you told about your only problem, so lets see, thats..one..two lies i have on you right now. the first one is you lied about telling only me and\or was it that i was the first one you told. either way, you lied. you did tell Heather first and you know it and your second lie, dont say you did say it (well the only way you can get out of this is if Grady wrote it and i thought it was you cause i was argueing with both of you) that the whole school knows........... cause thats bullshit. the only people that i know that knows is me Heather, john, david, mike, and you. oh i forgot about Grady but like i told you, you shouldnt care what people think about you and oh what grady said "you just ruined her entire reputation", sorry to say it but i didnt ruin shit. if your losing your friends, its because of that bullshit with the whole trip here and, if they dont want to be your friend because of that bullshit, then they shouldnt be my friend either cause, tecnically, were in the same boat. what you did is not going to hurt your reputation, trust me. its the people you hang out with that will hurt or usually, the one youre going out with and im not saying that because i hate Grady im saying that because its true, see your taking things too far. you and heather need to stop arguing and kiss and make up and you need to tell me right now, are me and you still friends or not, cause if we are then great, if not then, hey, thats your choice just like the last one you made but remember what youre doing. it may not seem like it to you but to everyone else, it is you either choosing Grady over us, see ill be home hopefully and more then likely wednesday. hopefully were still friends. see honestly i could careless whether your still going out with Grady when and if you hang out with us but before you bring him along to any of our little get togethers, it may be a smart idea to at least ask. yea, ill let him come, sometimes. for example, lets say he gets grounded for a month. he cant do anything and the day he gets off grounding we have something weve had planed. i hope you dont ditch us for him but i hope you would ask and in that case, yes i would let him come because you havent had much time to be with him. will i drive him somewhere? hell no. will heather? idk. you'd have to ask her. will john or mike? hell no. the only reason i wont is because hes wanting to try to beat my ass, again, which is fine. just like i said, i wont hit him back so he can beat the hell out of me for the first three hits\swings cause after that, its self-defense and i can hit him, will i go to jail? yeah probably cause i already have assult and battary charges and im 18 and have a military back ground. i know not much of one but most, if not all, of the hand to hand combat that was taught during basic training so yeah, me going to jail is a more then likely a definantly.