Dec 29, 2004 01:36
well
feeling kinda sad right now
not sure what to do
I wish that I had someone to love and hold onto
There is an empty space inside
that can only be filled by her touch
But every time I try
She doesn't want much
more than friends, more that this
No more than what we already have
which of course is nothing
I need someone like her so bad in my life
But it always seems that I just creep girls out
rather than making a good impression
It really sucks because I have so much love to give
but I guess this is what His will is
So I will never love again
I really wish that I could love again
but no one is capable of loving me back
more than friends
friends are nice but it's really hard to cuddle with them
they might get the wrong idea
And then I would lose a friend and even more of the love that I have